Sep 27, 2008
Last week and much of this week, I have been feeling really down on myself. Last weekend, I was ready to throw everything away and leave. I still haven't taken anything, but if I would have had access to anything I can't promise I wouldn't have. My husband thinks alot of it is because this is our oldest daughter's last year of high school and all she can talk about is leaving for college. He thinks it is because I don't want to come to the realization to the fact that she will be leaving home.
I don't know if that is it, or I am just generally unhappy. It seems like I can't find a reason to laugh or smile anymore. It is effecting me at work and I have got to snap out of it.