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What a day

Jul 26, 2011 - 0 comments
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Anxitey

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worry

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brain

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family

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control

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personal

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Life



Just when you think you have everything in control, something happens that messes it all up and makes you look like you know nothing.  I am not careless, I am not who some think I am.  Why cant I seem to control everything.  Im only at peace when its all controled by me.  No surprises.  My mind is going a million miles an hour.. from school, work, personal, family, my mind isnt shutting off.  I took a bath to relax and that didnt even come close to working.  The thoughts I had and the non-stop worry and anxiety just stayed in my brain.  I cant relax.  I didnt even have coffee today.  All I can do is pray.  Pray everything works out - pray and remember everything always works out.  Gotta keep moving forward and try to relax and somehow turn my brain off and feel assured.... Such a roller coaster of emotions.  I can just cry at any point and I just might let myself.  

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