Sep 20, 2011
I went back for monitoring this morning. RE feels like I should be getting a heavy AF any day now which is apparently what he wants to help shed the lining. I go back on 9/30 for monitoring again.
I'm getting a iittle annoyed about the whole thing to be honest with you. It's getting to the point where I just don't care one way or the other and I just want to forget about the whole thing. Three years of my life trying to get knocked up and all I have gotten is a lot of stress. I'm tired of the journey, I'm tired of the ride, I want to get off now.
Sorry ladies, I may take a break from here for a few days. I want to support all of you in your journeys. I'll be saying my prayers for all of you but if I go missing for a few days, please know I'll be with you in spirit.
You know what maybe I am so emotional today because my AF is due - but whatever it is I just can't deal with it right now.