Oct 03, 2008
Well I missed my appointment with my Dr this morning she said she really wanted to see how I was doing she seems genuinly intrested in my well being (heaven sent) ...I thought it was for Monday so she calls me on my cell I forgot my cell at home, but she said she would see me on Monday if I had enough for the weekend I said yes ... I am thinking I hope I have enough I don't want to call her Sunday telling her I am out "busted" taking more then you are suppose to AHHHH no just kidding I didn't ... But I am dissapointed because today would have been the day perfect to start on the sub.. I don't think I got the right melatonin I went to Rite Aid maybe after work I will go to the GNC store yesterday I must have been really up their because I went and spent alot of money on stupid **** AHHH anyway the weird thing is today I called the pharmacy to check if my xanax was ready I thought my regular Dr would have ok it but it was my therapist hmmm strange cause I had a blow out with her about 2 weeks ago and I am not going back to her I told her I was done with her and she is the one that approved my script "kinda weird" I am just waiting for her to call me on my cell like she did last time to keep my appointment this time I did not even make one. I guess I have mixed feelings about her...My arm is hurting really bad still when I fell and sprang it...I want to be out in the rain even if I am just driving..I have my appointment with my counsler tommarow we will see how that goes jejeje I will say yes I am journaling would you like to see what I have written ...jejeje..just kidding
No matter how far a jackass walks, he still won't come back a horse....