Sep 28, 2011
I relapsed back onto the trams. My husband is still on them and I just slipped back into it. I should not make excuses, but the fact is that if they are available to you, you most probably WILL go back to them. I was off for 5 months. They definitely change your personality and how you relate to others. Why can't we just be happy with who we are? It is more detrimental than you realize. I am slowly tapering off. Last time I went cold turkey and it was just too traumatic. I am going to try this way and see how it goes. May God give me his strength and grace as I struggle with addiction.