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Oct 08, 2011 - 2 comments

So. All these thoughts of suicide constantly consume my every waking moment it seems. I thought I was at the edge before. Then it seems like everything just crashed last night. Flip my life upside-down. I got a DUII. instead of jail they sent me to the hospital- something about  me being a threat to myself. Everyday lately I keep thinking ' just do it. Make the pain stop' after last night. I am now much more convinced that it is the right thing to do. How did my life become such a waste. Such a ******* mess. Nothing but fail

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by drifter0213, Oct 08, 2011
you need to check yourself into rehab qiuck before you do something you are going to regret homegirl do not take the easy way out it's not the answer ok send me a note or message now!

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by skepticalpeach, Oct 08, 2011
I agree with drifter, go back to the hospital. Never make any sort of major decisions when you feel like this because in reality your emotions are out of control. If you aren't comfortable going to the hospital then call a Psychiatric help line or a close friend. Also, you may want to consider getting your own therapist and looking into treatments.

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