Finished one assignement yesterday (Sat.) about one min. before it was due. Today worked on substantially larger project that I've had all month to do. I spent one hour messing with my webcam and finished up at 3:47 with due time at 3:55.
Whew! Inside, I knew I could pull it out of my **** on some level, but it was stressful leading up to it. i just couldn't make myself do it. This time around I'm going to try to finish weekly assignment early in the week. We'll see.
Wished I had a "normal" life and could've gone outside this weekend, but I've spent so much time in bed after work this month that I got behind on this school stuff.
As for work, still having weird dynamic with my unhappy boss. Spent a lot of time thinking about my relationship with the kids - am I too friendly and not strict enough??? That was spurred by a SuperNanny episode.
But tonight I just feel like ******it. It's taxing me a whole lot when my boss isn't doing anything on her side. I don't have to devote a lot of energy to change myself. I think it's above and beyond to try to change in the hopes of Maybe improving. But I'm not sure what I'm improving.
So, tonight I don't feel motivated to work on this stuff too much. I may be too laid back, but she's at the other extreme.
Sigh....Life's hard enough. I feel resentful about this situation at work. As I've said before, I look forward to tomorrow for seeing the kids.