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Scared @#$%less D;

Oct 16, 2011 - 0 comments
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pills

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Me and my boyfriend had unprotected sex (we haven't had sex for a couple+ months) and i was freaking out today wondering if I could end up pregnant. So I went to planned parenthood to get the morning after pill. I also had a prego test but don't know the results yet :/ Afterwards, me and my boyfriend were heading to his house and we got into a fight. He made me feel like ****....said he felt like I didn't appreciate him and it sounded like he was hinting that I could care less about him which is total BS! I @#$%^& love him! I just have the hardest way of showing it because I can be a bit** at times. :/ I really hate the way I act towards him. My anxiety and depression is messing up my relationship so much and i don't know how to fix it. Things got better,of course. We're on good terms now. I'm gonna try my best to be better for him. I can already tell he's the one for me :)

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