Jan 25, 2008
Since yesterday morning my Father died and as my mother was getting out of the truck at the nursing home fell and broke her hip. She is having surgery tonight, I want to be there so bad but don't think the pegsys is going to allow it. I feel helpless don't know which way to go. I've got to try to stay strong for my mother. I did get the arrangements for my dad's memorial service. Now I just got my mother to worry about. She is more hard-headed than I am. I can't believe it took me 7 hours to convince her to let me call an ambulance because we couldn't move her without super bad pain. I'm trying really tryingn right now to hold myself together, but I'm starting to have problems keppin myself together. I know as soon as I am able to finally grieve for my dad it will hit me hard. I'm just hoping and Parying that HE doesn't have any other surprises in store for me for a while.