Oct 08, 2008
So I did an u/s today, fully accepting that I may not see anything, but something deep down told me I'd get good news. I thought I'd be so nervous, being I've never, in the last 15 months & 3 pregnancies, seen a baby, or a heartbeat. Well we saw a heartbeat for the 1st time EVER!! It was going 180BPM, and we saw our lil bean. WHAT A SHOCK!! First we got the shock of being prego 2.5mo after my last m/c and no trying, then we got the amazing shock of seeing a real lil bean w/ a real lil HB. I also measured correctly for the first time ever as well, 6wks.
We're on cloud 9, but still being cautiously happy. We jumped thru a couple hurdles and made it, but I know we've got a couple more. I guess my cocktail of meds is actually working!
Praying for all you ladies that have hurdles, I'm right there w/ you! Wowen take for granted being able to make a baby just like that, then all they do is go thru a couple months and there's their baby. Then there's women like us that have to take this and that, and have to do who knows what just to have a baby. It make you think, it's just not fair.
Well, we're the STRONGER ONES, and these journey's only make us STRONGER!