Nov 18, 2011
So I went for my 12 week blood work and the doc went ahead and pulled me off everything...again! Well, I guess I will be an experiment to see if 3 months will do it. I have sx that are not listed and he was worried they could be irreversible. I am having a major chemical imbalance in my brain. I am going crazy, and I thought I already was! LOL !!!!! I believe I should go into more detail just to make this clear for all of you:
You all don't know me that well, so just generally speaking I am VERY laid back, over friendly, extravert that loves to dance, sing and play hard!
Okay, now I am VERY uptight, nobody should talk to me, I want to curl up in a ball in a crowd, all noise echoes and surround sound is all reverb and base, commercials are of the devil, I need a mute button for the world. I only smell drugs. I only taste drugs and metal. I can only eat Raisin Bran, Ramon Noodle with no seasoning-bad msg headache. Everything feels gritty, I can't stand touch...even myself.
I have gained so MUCH more insite to the brain and chemical imbalances and can now sympathize with others with these problems. I use to not understand this...being a massage therapist and all. OMG, I understand that the balance of the brain controls everything. Everything has to be firing right for you to feel right. I pray that this all reverses and that I can become SVR. I will find out by next week if I'm still undetectable at my 12 week point. If I do not SVR, I will have to wait a couple of years before restarting something else. I will continue to keep you current on my post treatment recovery and svr results. I love you and I am here for you too.
BIG HUGS !!!
Ps...I thought about posting this to the forum, but was afraid this may scare somebody off that won't have my side effects. I think I will post this to my journal, so if for some reason you want to share it with someone else going through this... feel free.
Oh...and Reports just came out showing 93 % on 24 weeks on triple therapy / incivek have achieved SVR, so maybe 12 will still work too. I can only pray!