Nov 27, 2011
7 days on 2mg of sub and today I wound up having to take another 2mg is the evening. Not sure why today was such a bad day but I have felt sick and restless all day... I really hope tomorrow brings a better day for myself as Im going back to work. The thought of being uncomfortable an sick at work makes me nervous. But I have to work and I have to do this.. I really really hope that about two weeks from now I will be making a jornal entry saying that I feel comfortable at my 2mg a day rather than just getting by. Sometimes I think the sickness that I am feeling comes from anxiety... Its like my heart starts racing and a get a rush and then I start to feel extremly withdrawal sick. Evne when I should not be feeling any withdrawal at all. If I am going to make it through this process and come out the other side I need to get this anxiety under control and NOT with any type of meds... I am only on subs and I do NOT want to be on any other medications...
I am always thinking throughout my day do others have these same issues????????????????