Dec 09, 2011
Still being a limbolander and awaiting the results of my LP I read alot of what others go thru . Whatever is going on with me whether it is MS or not I can see how much my physical abilities have dropped over the past year or two. And I can't help but wonder what will happen when I cannot work. In my world no work means homelessness. I am alone and deal with this alone every day. disability would never cover my mortgage let alone rent where I live. I would lose everything I have worked so hard for, my home which I have made a home, my self esteem, my pets which are like children to me - they are part of the reason I get up every day and I do mean every day and go to work. I work 7 days a week to make ends meet - They depend on me for everything which is a good thing cause I may have given up long ago if not for those little faces. So while I know the day will come when I can no longer work I just hope that it is far enough in the future because the alternative is just daunting.