Yap dec8

Well had a good sleep but still feel very tired and sore,goin to see hepatogist on Tuesday ,I hope he can help with how I'm feeling phyically.i can ramble here :)I still feel very quiet I just stay in bed, I'm not depress I just have no energy,and feel sicker when I'm up walkin around.I went to the docs yesterday for my reglar needles for my back and one of pationts had to go in ambluance,overdose,or having a break down of some kind.I found this very upsetting started shaking really bad,I waited around to make sure he was okay :( it was just sad to see,he is a very good guy.Then I came home looked at my house and wanted to cry.My floors are dirty and dishes pilin up.to make dinner that I don't even eat:/and dishes left for me to wash...I just feel so frustraded.I don't enjoy feeling like everywhere I look has to be cleaned.I figure clean house means your doin okay,when its not...well no need to finish this sentence lol.Wish I could just hide in a room somewhere and sleep and when a awake...I will see the cleaning fairy has done her majical cleaning stuff and left with the glitter shine lol,my legs feel very heavy today and still pins and needles in my feet.My docs back on Tuesday all talk to her then before my hepatolist :) fun fun I think I need some sun lol