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Oct 17, 2008 - 0 comments



mood stability


Heavy Medications N

i dont know why but since ive started on the medications that im on i find im getting more and more forgetful. sometimes i forget to eat for a day or two and then my tummy growls and reminds me to eat something, forgetting simple things too like what days i have to work or have off, to take my medications (had to program my blackberry to remind me DAILY of the meds and when i have to take them) i feel foolish because of this but the meds are doing wonders for my moods. I havent felt this stable since i was probably 14 or 15 years old, im not flying off walls type happy just able to smile every day without having to fake it. plus the suicidal thoughts are pretty much gone and i havent cut myself now since early september. at this point id rather forget what day it is if i can smile & be happy

i just found out online that apparently im at the maximum dosage of wellbutrin allowed for outpatients and im half way there with the trazodone ..... kinda bugs me in a way

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