Oct 18, 2008
Well today is day 6 and its coming to an end, I'm having vertigo real bad today! but I just shake it off. I'm really depressed today cause its rainy and cold, my BF worked all day & is now sleeping cause he had to go in at 5am...so I'm chillin on the couch watching Cops (my favorite) trying to keep in good spirits but I miss my kids so much but physically I don't feel like I can take care of them like they need (baths,food,attention) not to mention I have like zero cash and hardly any food besides oodles & noodles and eggs, so now she is holding them from me.....whatever I just cant stand to see there picture cause I break down!!! well that's all for now.