Mar 08, 2012
So today is 14dpo and last night i was so ill headache,so weak, sick to my stomach sore bbs the lot.So i thought okay i will take a FRER 1st thing. I did and of course a BFN. I just cant believe it, its just not fair. Now i have started to spot so will definatley start af by 2moro. I am just so drained, and dont think i can do this anymore. What does it have to take. I do everything by the book, track my ovulation. Use ovulation predicter kits,2 different ones every month. Take pregnacare conception every month, dont drink,dont smoke. So why is it so hard for me to concieive. I am quite young so it should be easy. I thought after a d&c your suppose to be more fertile. Its been 4 months and i know for a fact that this is just not going to happen for me at all. It took me 11months last time, then i lost baby at 14weeks. I just dont get why it is taking so long, its so draining and emotional, to be let down again every single month. I just feel like a complete failare.