Mar 23, 2012
I just don't know what to do anymore. People keep saying that it gets better. Hell, they've been telling me that for over a year now. And for a short while, they're right. It gets better... For a very short amount of time. And then more **** just HAS to happen. It's pretty damned clear that I'm not allowed to he happy. I get the ******* message, okay??? I just wish the world would stop screwing with me. It's times like these when I regret that I quit cutting. God it would help right now, when venting to a keyboard is my only way to cope. Well, I'm not allowed to be happy, so what does it matter, anyway? I should've killed myself last year when this all started. **** me.