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First day off trams

Mar 28, 2012 - 0 comments

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Well, I have quit the trams again.  This time, my husband is doing it too.   We are both going off and the really cool thing is that he hugged me today and said he felt like he had to also get off because he felt like he pus addiction was also keeping me on the pills because they are in the house.  I went off last year for 5 months, but lapsed back onto the same tram train- they were here and available to me, so one day I just started taking them again.  It can't be just one or 1/2 or 1/4 of one. If you get of, you can never let one tram pass your lips again.  If you do, it is a sudden hook back into possibly years more of addiction.  This withdrawal is horrible and totally not worth it.  God wants us to depend on His and His strength, nit on pills to supposedly feel better.  May God grant me an extra measure of strength and comfort as I persevere through this withdrawal period.

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