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Day 19

Apr 15, 2012 - 0 comments
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Doing ok.  This time I have not spent so much time thinking about how I feel.  I have just gotten myself as busy as possible.  It has worked better.  You just have to push thru the WD, knowing it will just take some time.  Had a good day today. Still low energy, but I have just forced myself to do stuff anyway.  I do still wish for one on occasion, but I know if I ever touch one again, it will all start over.  Horrible!  It is miserable to live feeling the WD.  And miserable to live wanting more trams and being someone I am not.  With Gods help, I will beat this demon and never take another pill. I want to be myself, not some trammed up nervous person, with headaches, and stomachaches every day.  May God give me His supernatural strength to be free of these pills and the bondage they create.

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