Apr 17, 2012
That my eyes don't get puffy from crying at night, cuz I've been doing a lot of late night crying. Im not sure how much longer I'll be able to handle all this crap. And when I do finally snap, my dad sure as hell has it coming. I don't give a care that this was the 'hardest time of his life'. He had no right to make me feel like I did, like I do. I hate him. I wanna move out and live alone. I wanna go to college and never come back. Ever. I'm so sick of this life... I'm so sick of pissing everyone off and making them hate me even more than they already do. I know I deserve it all, for being such an ugly disgusting fat *****, but I can't take it. I wish I was dead. I just don't ******* care anymore.