Apr 26, 2012
So before I even went to go check my mail at 2 in the morning, I was having huge anxiety about baby, the new house everything. I just wanted to hear the hb so bad last night so i could get a little peace of mind. So i tried for about 30 mins and only found mine, went back and thought I heard baby's, but this morning it was back to only mine, so um really hating my extra weight right now. I will keep trying, but don't think I can make it to May 9th without hearing the hb. I will be 12 wks 5 days. I only got 4 hrs of sleep this morning and on top of that had a nightmare. It was so scary. I was messing with the dopplar and was pressing down hard on my abdomen. Baby's hb was 150 then quickly jumped to 900. What? Had an emergency u/s and saw baby was having a seizure. Then baby's hb stopped completely and then started again at a regular pace. I really need to relax today and try not to worry so much. I also have been having these sharp pains in my right lower side that lasts about 1-2 secs. that freaks me out a bit.