Apr 27, 2012
So I was laying in bed at midnight last night not being able to sleep. I was having the worst anxiety about baby, the new house, everything. I got up and started just looking up stuff on the internet. I tried to go back to bed about 2 but couldn't i kept thinking about the baby. i have been getting sharp pains in my lower right side that last about 1-2 secs. It oly happens maybe 3 times a day for the last couple of days. I decided to go check my mail and found my dopplar came in. i checked for 30 mins and pretty sure i only found mine. went back and thought I heard a faster beat, but this morning only found mine again, so I'm really hating my extra weight right now. I'm pretty sure I won't be able to make it until may 9th without hearing Baby's hb. I will be 12 weeks 5 days then. So on top of the only 4 hrs of sleep i got. that were very stressful too. i had a nightmare. I was using my dopplar to find baby's hb and was pressing kind of hard. Found it at 150 then all of a sudden it jumped to 900. What? went in for an emergency U/S to find baby was having a seizure. Then the hb stopped all together. what seemed like forever, but only was a couple of mins, the hb started back up again at a normal hb. It was so scary and felt so real.man do I need to relax today. Anyone else go through this anxiety. This really was the worst for me so far. I normally have no problem sleeping through the night. Do you think it was the coffee I had a 4 yesterday. it was the first caffein I have had in a couple of months. only about 130 mg.