Apr 29, 2012
I thought I was sleeping better lately, after so much insomnia. I was wrong. It's not sleep that's back, it's fatigue. I still don't get to sleep until 3 or so... it's just so hard to wake up, I end up seeming somnulent but I'm just exhausted. Odd that I didn't realize how much the sense of fatigue had improved until it returned.
Wonder... And doubt... If life, that is, finances will improve to allow me to return to organic food and supplements.
All those years I could have been healing myself by what I ate and instead I spent the money on medicine that made me sicker. Mind bending realization. Makes my stomach hurt. Or is that my chest again?