May 01, 2012
So today i went for a docters appointment to try and see if there was anything i can do to help us have a better chance at ttc. Well it was a complete waist of time, i felt more educated on the subject more than the bloody docter did lol.
I told her how since the misscarriage (nearly 6 months ago) i still havent been able to get pregnant, even though i thought after a d&c i thought you were supposed to be very fertile the first 3months after it. Well thats not the case for me, i am 22, it took me and the future hubby 13months to concieve are little angel but sadly ended in m/c at 14 weeks. So were on our 6th month of ttc and still nothing.
The docter however, told me to take pregnacare conception, which i had been taking for the past 2 months, but decided this month i would try a more expensive suppliment called fertilaid. She also said about tracking my ovualtion which i have been doing every month since my ttc jorney started. So i guess i am one step ahead of the docters lol.
I guess all i can do is wait, as her words were it can take a heatlhy couple upto a year to concieve. Well dont i no that lol. Its taking me nearly 2 years with a m/c in between.
I am 7dpo today and although i am trying not read into things this month i have noticed alot of ewcm, and my boobs are really sore, they dont really get this sore this early on, before my cycle starts, one thing i must mention is i have never had a coldsore on my lip in my life, but me being weird i have always got them on the end of my nose since i was very young lol, and the docter told me years ago i would get this when i am run down or have a very low ammune system. I can remember last time when i was 7 weeks pregnant that i broke out in a coldsore. and it was actually the last time i had it. And what do you know i have one right now, but i am not taking it as an indication that this is a sign. I am just going to wait and see, am also not going to bother testing because i dont want to get upset. I told myself i am just going to let fate takes its course and it will happen when it happens. So atleast ino i am doing everything right with the docters point of view all i can do is wait.......
I am waitingggggggggg....... lol xxxxx