Oct 27, 2008
I don't know what's wrong with me today. I feel like I just want to cry. The anxiety is starting to come back, I had a panic attack in the library on Friday, then another one last night as I was in bed just drifting off to sleep and today I just feel anxious and have chest pain which goes through to my back. I'm so sick of it.
It was one of my best friends' birthday yesterday and she had a murder mystery dinner party on Saturday night and didn't invite me. At first I was angry about it and now I just feel sad and I feel a bit bitter too, didn't even ring her to say happy birthday or text her or anything. Was that really the adult way to respond. Should I confront the issue or just do what I normally do and ignore it and pretend nothing has happened. And if it is ever brought up I just brush it off like it didn't matter.
Why do I feel so sad?