Oct 29, 2008
Need to get something out so that I can focus on work. Have allotted .5 hr today to obsessing about this so that I can think about something else the rest of the day. My partner is strangely serene about it, except has been grumpy with me this morning. I wonder if she knows that she is displacing frustration onto me. I know it is only our second failed attempt, but is tough nonetheless. My heart goes out to folks who try for months and months... I wonder if it gets easier or just harder with each failed attempt.