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40 weeks

May 08, 2012 - 0 comments

It's been a long journey, but I am at 40 weeks today. My first 2 trimesters were pretty great, but my third trimester has hit me like a brick wall. Killer heartburn, terrible pelvic pain, restless nights and so much more. I've tried my best not to complain about it and just suck it up and make it through the pain because I know all the pain is worth it in the end. There has been times where I just wanted to call up the doctor and ask to just be induced because I could not take it anymore, but I've taken all the pain like a champ. I love being pregnant, but I can not wait until the day I am holding my little one in my arms. I am nervous about labor and I keep looking for the signs of labor, but so far I'm not really getting anything :( On my appointment on the 7th my doctor told me I was only dilated 1 centimeter and I was still very thick. I really hope my baby comes soon. I am scared to get induced, and I am still debating on just calling the doctor and asking them for an induction because this pain and pregnancy symptoms are killing me. I know She can come any day now, but I don't know how much longer I can take it :( I feel sick and exhausted and I just can't anymore. I feel so weak and I don't know what to do. Whenever I talk to the doctor she would just tell me "well it can either get better, or it can get worse", which never really helped me at all because it got worse. My fiance ignores me and tells me that it'll be over soon and to save the complaining for actual labor. I just wish labor would hurry up and come. I can't take all the pain and icky feelings anymore :(

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