Nov 30, 2008
Damn, I am tired of 180, 180, 180 ... I tried skipping a few days because everyone told me I shouldn't weigh every day. But it still says 180.
My trainer - oh, I guess I should say EX-trainer, I ran out of money for sessions - told me it's time to ramp up my workouts. I feel 90% dead now when I work out, so what does that mean? lol
I want to work harder and I will. It's just very hard, when you're depressed. Often I don't even want to get out of bed, let alone put on my walking shoes or weight training gloves.
*SIGH* I hate my life being so effed up. I'm trying to keep the faith ...