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Losing sleep due to pain

Dec 24, 2008 - 0 comments
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Pain

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Insomnia

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suicide

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F*****g Doctors



Pain ruined my sleep Sunday night.  The pain was so bad that I stayed home and tried to sleep it off - no luck.  So, I went to the ER on Monday evening and got a shot of Dilauded.  This made me sleepy a few hours later and I slept great and woke up with less pain.  The pain climbed through the day and eventually, I was where I was before the trip to the ER.  F*****g doctors are so afraid of my addiction and losing their licenses that they won't adequately treat my pain.   I will give the physiatrist one month to bring down my pain levels or I will kill myself.  It's getting that desperate.  Pain has destroyed my life and suicide will be a relief.

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