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Dec 27, 2008 - 0 comments

Today was bad, I was late for work, grr, glasses broke and period, plus my till was short. As my goiter keeps shrinking and my brain is starting to funtion. I find myself why did I let it get this far?? I have known all my life, well ever since I was 18 I had this problem. I can remember back to even when I was yourng. MOM there is a lump in my throat. All those foggy days, I couldn't stay awake in school. I just pushed myself so hard. I really think I need to talk to someone. i believe now I am really depressed from all of this. I just couldn't put my finger on it til today. I woke up again. back hurt, body hurt. I know im period, but this is some serious depression. So now I shall wait til monday and talk to my therapist. As this healing begins and all those scars from childhood are coming back. I now know i have to face my fears. I hiid away to long. Maybe it was the thyroid. I let people bully me around my whole life. I ll be damned if there going to do it again. I am not going to let this thyroid bully me either. I just need to let it out. When my pieces are picked up, I will have to start a new life. One without any fears

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