Dec 30, 2008
Last night was rough on me, to understand you 'll need to read my previous "Sleepless in Seattle" post. When I went back to bed after writing my journal entry, I felt strange. I have a relaxing CD that I play all night long (it's called H2O and it's the most relaxing music I've ever heard). I could hear the music, but then I thought I could hear voices. Let me re-phrase that, I DID hear voices. I also experienced an array of emotions in addition to being in a confused state. Lassie laid up on the bed with me, and there were moments when I thought that Lassie was someone else.
I'm scared. I've never heard voices before, and the state of confusion and disarray was rather traumatic. I don't know what it was about last night, but I hope it never happens again.