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Hearing Voices

Dec 30, 2008 - 2 comments
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Last night was rough on me, to understand you 'll need to read my previous "Sleepless in Seattle" post. When I went back to bed after writing my journal entry, I felt strange. I have a relaxing CD that I play all night long (it's called H2O and it's the most relaxing music I've ever heard). I could hear the music, but then I thought I could hear voices. Let me re-phrase that, I DID hear voices. I also experienced an array of emotions in addition to being in a confused state. Lassie laid up on the bed with me, and there were moments when I thought that Lassie was someone else.

I'm scared. I've never heard voices before, and the state of confusion and disarray was rather traumatic. I don't know what it was about last night, but I hope it never happens again.

Sean

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by yorkshirelad, Dec 30, 2008
That sounds very very scary.  

Hope you get something to sort it out.

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by 3cheeky, Mar 12, 2010
I have never been diagnosed with scizophrenia but in the last month, I have heard voices around the clock, when awake. They are watching me and commenting on all I do; I feel they are neighbors spying on me with hidden cameras and they torment me with incessant whispering and snide comments. I don't know about you, Sean, but I am convinced they are really and truly there. I cannot take this anymore.

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