Im so frustrated ! I feel like throwing in the towel saying screw it forget it all but I know when the pressure is on I need to hang on because a breakthrew might be around the corner . I feel sad I just want a normal body normal cycle a dr who gives a **** something . Im heavy spotting today on and off nothing like a miscarriage to screw up your cycles and make you majorly homonal without the baby in the end . Im very upset I wish God would take my desire for another baby away but its here soooooo strong .