Jul 06, 2012
So I went for my scan today and there was a 4 week sac there, in the right place and appears to be growing well...
But.. by mine & docs calculations I should be 5-6 weeks along so I believe I am in the progress of having a miscarriage. Gynacologists will not confirm this and made me another scan app for 20 July, when a heartbeat should be seen. They say they have seen thousands of pregnancies that have heavy bled all the way through and still had a healthy pregnancy. I find that hard to believe in my situation.
Bleeding has continued and got much worse. Its heavy and been heavy for around 24hours. Also passed 2 clots this morning. Cramps are on and off and pretty bad. It does feel as tho am having my AF.
So heads now up my backside. Emotions are all over the place and I really don't know what to think.
Today I have had to spend the majority of the day away from my beautiful baby girl, which has been horrible and I am beginning to question wheather am doing the right thing by continuing with the pregnancy?
Then I think of them ladies who have been TTC for so long and so deserve to have a child.
It's hard trying to keep a brave face up so that my daughter doesn't sense there is something wrong.
I really really believe that mother nature has taken it into her hands and am heading down the road of miscarriage.
I would be at the same stage I was when I m/c my 1st baby, which had stoppped developing at 4 weeks and I miscarried at 6.5 weeks.
So now I have to wait it out and see what happens :(