Computer froze or something, so, more breifly:
Situation got me upset this morning. Gave it to God. Immediately tension in my back went away.
Euphoria as I sped down the highway listening to Cypress Hill.
Lonliness at school because I realize that I STILL can't make friends with girls or even keep one going because I don't know what to say. I'm afraid because I think they will judge me. I'm not giving up though. I'm going to force myself to talk to girls in every class even about stupid things. I will allow them to like me, and I will like them back. It's weird that I don't know what to say to a girl, considering I am one. If any ladies out there have experience with this problem, PLEASE HELP ME. I'm really akward.