Today I watched several films on eating disorders as i know last time i quit drinking for several years, i ended up just switching diseases and struggled with anorexia during that time. its like i have to be doing SOMETHING self-destructive in order to function. I don't want that to happen again.
I made progress today toward cleaning/organizing my living quarters, which made me feel better about myself and i made it through the day and night without a single drink. Although i was so annoyed at some ppl during the night that i came thisclose to pouring a glass of wine - i didn't do it. It's hard to avoid booze when it's free where i work. But praise God i did it today. <3 I kept remembering Paula White's teaching and the Scripture "Do not be drunk with wine, but be filled with the Holy Spirit."
Bondage No More