Aug 13, 2012
I am looking into my future. I have decided that the best thing for my children and I, is for my bf and I to go our separate ways. The problem is this... he has put me into a financial mess, he has torn things apart in my house and not finished renoing them. So, I am planning on keeping him around until I can pull myself out of all this debt he's got me in, and perhaps get some of the reno's he started, finished! Basically, I feel like I am using him before I get the nerve to send him out, but I feel like he's been using me for the last 6 years. I am not this person, I've never been like this yet I feel I have to be to get things on track for my kids! I just feel like such a ***** about it all, and I pray that it doesn't turn me into this kind of person!
I wonder if I can do all this while on all these medications!