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Sep 15, 2012 - 3 comments

I just want to be a good mom and to find out that I failed at that too.  I feel like I made my contribution I put for incredible people on this earth and in this world, so now I'm done, I want out!

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by witheredrose, Sep 15, 2012
Im sorry, you dont know me on here but i seen this in the sidebox.. Your being so hard on yourself right now! They say being a mom is the hardest job in the world. How exactly have you failed at being a good mom? You dont have to be a perfect no flaw mom! All moms have flaws. Basically you just have to make sure there clothed, fed and loved and have a roof over there head, thats being a very good mother in my opinion! Please, dont give up!

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by Nighthawk61, Sep 15, 2012
It's not over and your kid's need you today as much as ever, whether they are with you or not with you, as a parent everything that you do is important. As an addict and alcoholic I can tell you that it was my child that made the change in me, in order that I ask and accept the help required to get clean and sober. Please, if you need help, ask for it. Are you suicidal? Is that what's happening? Let someone know, please, before it is too late for your children. They would never recover if anything more happened to you. Please ask for help.

From another Canadian. If you would like to talk, please personal message me. I'd be glad to talk to you about recovery. I've been clean and sober for 13 years now. Replaced the bad with the good (men). and am very much a gratefully recovering addict/alcoholic.

Hugs, Liz

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by sadmomma4, Sep 17, 2012
Everyone tells me that I made my kids and I'm part of extended family.  I hate my life. I want out, I want to end it!  I love my kids, I want them to have a good life.  I do not want them to do the things I do, at all.  I never want them to end their lives! I do want that, and I want my life over.  I do t understand when is my turn, how long do I have to live like this, I am not repairable,  but I'm always going out of my mind.  I don't do well here:(. I just need Some one to tell me ok your right it's your life?  Let me off this hook and don't guilt trip me about everyone's feeling and guilting me to be upset, and I unhappily relent from my plans!

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