Sep 22, 2012
I'm tired of trying to hide the mess that i am. I have been going through depression and
anxiety for 5 months now and it has been a terrible waste of my life being this way.
I have a condeming mother who keeps picking at my mistakes and constantly gives me guilt trips
Because she's angry at me for not being a virgen. I lost my boyfriend because i couldn't satisfy him and
Couldn't be the girl he wanted me to be and i made him feel insecure. School has been difficult to focus on.
And my body has been going through odd symptoms. My periods have not been normals and it has been bothering me
along with other sypmtoms. I have not been comfortable with myself. I have been restless. I don't have anyone to talk too.
All i have for now is this journal entry on medhelp. I don't know if anyone will even look at it or care. But i atleast have this
Moment to vent.