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Day 2....again

Jan 21, 2009 - 0 comments

well, I see that I had my last "Day 2" in October...it doesn't seem like it was that long ago.

This time I really am ready and wanting to get off these Norco's.

I slept most of the day yesterday thanks to Ativan.  I did drink a ton of water with 2 tbl Apple Cider Vinegar, and 1 tbl honey in it to balance out my Ph and give me a little energy.
I had no appetite, and really felt dazed.  I think I am very fearful of what life will be like without my Norco buddy.

I am trusting what I have read on these posts that by the end of this week or maybe next week, I will fell better than I ever have.

Mostly what is bugging me today is my mind keeps going to the Norco, and then I think about it like an obsession, until the point that I am craving it.  I hope that goes away soon. There is nothing like the feeling of being trapped by a drug.

I used it for pain, yes, but mostly I was using it ti function...I felt like I was beautiful and funny and great while on it.

I have decided to stop because many people have mentioned how bad I look and honestly, I ran out of my script and know my doc won't give me another.

So, here I am, on Day 2, and I actually did my dishes, got my kids to school, and am about ready to vaccuum, then try some Yoga, then maybe get some sleep, as I feel totally exhausted.

please tell me this does go away!


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