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re-organizing my life

Oct 12, 2012 - 0 comments
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Emotional state

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order v chaos

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urge

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mood swings

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motivation

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isolation

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worried

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scared

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Frustration

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life events

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misstreat

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acceptance

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reminder



These days i have been so chaotic and lost that i feel the urge to organize everything to see if i find my way again, but my mood swings are not helping me, some days i am so motivated, but then other days i don't want to see anyone and i don't want to even get out of my house. I feel often worried and scared, frustrated about how life has turned up to and how people have treated me, also of how i've treated people... still i have to understand that this is my life and i have to shape it the way i want to... and remind me all the time that i can't control everything surrounding me... *sigh*...

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