Jan 30, 2009
sometimes it hurts to know that I have to take 5 diffferent medications. I feel like a freak, or controlled. Like I cant control my impulses. Takin geodon, lexapro, seraquill, zyrtec, and one other one. It just pisses me off how ppl still judge me when they dont even know me. Like my best friend gets mad when I tell people about my disorders. She thinks I do it for attention. **** attention I dont want attention at all. I just want to feel normal for once in my life. I dont need this pressure. Like I want to end my life but idk if i can do it. Life is just hard.