Mar 10, 2008
Lately, my lower back has been the key problem in my life. I've had to use crutches to get around off and on now for the last 4 months.
I am a student/ out of state (from where I'm originally from) and I can't get the medical care I truly need, so after this semester I am going to move back home.
I was told I may have to go thru back surgery.
I was told I may have to get my gall bladder removed.
I was told I may need surgery in my hands due to the numbness, but lately it hasn't bothered me. Thank God.
I am doing OK here at school. I let go of friendships that aren't true or real.
I've been singled out by everyone in my major due to letting go of those friendships, but hey, I am a better person than settling for those who want to party, fight, drink, and pass rumors on in the name of others just for thrills.
So, it's kind of hard to be here, but I'm mananging OK. I can't just drop out because I don't have the money to pay everyone back who has been helping me and I need to bring up my GPA in order to transfer to a University...I'm tired of this small art college.....the instructors are great though, but student wise, it's just like a glorified high skool where everyone gets college credit.......ramblings ......... my apologies.....