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Sorry for myself

Feb 21, 2009 - 7 comments

Suicidal thoughts as in what's the point of being here what's the point of life when I feel ill no one cares so why bother.

I'm just feeling low and sorry for myself when I'm like that.

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by Nuper, Feb 21, 2009
I care.

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by Terrie2008, Feb 21, 2009
Thank you, how quick was that lol bless you for saying that and I know people care, its just a feeling sorry for myself moment.



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by VaBreeze, Feb 21, 2009
Hi Terrie2008 -

I care too.  We all have those times when we feel alone, but we never are.  Regardless of what you think or feel, there is always someone that cares about you, more than you know.  I have my 'pity parties' as well...rant, cry, get angry then reach some type of resolve afterwords.  We all go there at one time or another.  

Feeling low and sorry is one thing...being suicidal is another and urgent in nature.  There are places dedicated to helping those who are in this situation...hotlines, crisis centers, etc.  Please find the number for your locality and keep it handy so that when you are feeling these things you will have someone to talk with about them.  People do care...all you need do is reach out to them...someone will reach back.  

God bless and take care.

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by Terrie2008, Feb 21, 2009
Thank you I have a very good husband and I can always talk to him oh gosh I feel Im not about to do any thing its just words no action i just go to bed and sleep it off.Thank you for your words and support.

I really didnt think I was going to get replies and I thank you,  I have had two morgans with coke and im now having a coffee a couple of drinks always helps which I dont do oftern as I dont want to become alcohol reliant.  

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by shell68461, Feb 22, 2009
Terrie2008     I have been having a lot of trouble coping with this too... I keep thinking of myself before all this happened.  You can write me anytime.  I go to bed early too, just because I don't see the point in staying up and being miserable.  I have alot of family that is supportive and good neighbors. I have tried going to church, it helps.  take care

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by Sunshine1960, Feb 22, 2009
I care too - I know how you feel. Just today I felt being dead is better then living like this. But I have a very supportive husband & family. It's so easy to get down when you're dealing with fibro. Mine started after 3 breast surgeries & radiation & several infections. I wish you the best - please feel free to write me anytime. You are far from alone. Best Wishes, Sunshine60

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by Lutheran122, Feb 22, 2009
Terrie your not alone , and I also care for you and your health although this is the first time I am reading anything from you. I hate to see people down and depressed. I screwed up my life bigtime and am now paying for it with heart issues and loneliness. At least you have a good husband , I am 44 years old and all alone ( my own fault ), Anyway remember this , we only get once chance to be on this planet so no matter what happens try and do your best and have as much fun as you possibly can and enjoy your family because it can all be taken from you in a split second. Good luck to you.

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