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Lost my momentum

Jan 26, 2013 - 0 comments


Well, today was good for crohns and migraines but the emotional is all over the place.  I am afraid that I will never be able to handle my son.  Feeling hopeless, frustrated, all the things I checked above, which is alot.  I just do not know what to do anymore.  I did give in to him tonight because grandma and dad were here and my grandmas like "just leave it alone and come out here".  I wish my dad was more of a positive in his life but all he does is yell and cut him down.  I don't know what to do.  Hoping things will go better tomm.  Hoping he will be good for his birthday tues.  Do not want a horrible birthday, I am so depressed about this and worried.  I'll keep writing later tomm.

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