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worried i may never get pregnant.

Feb 04, 2013 - 0 comments




My husband and I have been married for 6 months now and trying for a year and still no sign of any conception success.  
I once said and didn't know what I wanted to be weather a lawyer, a doctor, an accountant,  or zoo keeper, but I ALWAYS knew I wanted to be a mommy.
At 18 I had a miscarriage and did not get medical treatment ... I'm starting to think I may not be able to conceive. :(
Not to mention 2 LEAP procedures. At the last one, the doctor said to me, "I will try to leave as much of your cervix as I can."
If I cannot have my own child, feel his heartbeat with mine, feel his kick when he changes position, and have that moment when we first lay eyes on each other.... Idk what I will do.
Wow. Now that I see this in black and white... I see no logical reason to keep trying.

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