So I knew all along and yesterday confirmed. It's DH :( If I knew it all along, why does it hurt so much more to actually hear it?
Total sperm is less <5.0 :(
Volume is normal
Viscosity is normal
PH is normal
Motility is only 20% :(
Rapidly Progressive (whatever this is) is 20%
Immotile is 80% :(
Concentration is <5.0 :(
They want him to see a urologists(sp) and we'll go from there. I PRAY this is just a vitamin thing and not something more severe. I've always suspected him of having varicocele vein in his testicles, but him being my first I assumed all testicles looked like that. Anyways, IF it's that we will not have the surgery to fix it..it's not a guarantee anyways.
I've cried..still crying..still nauseous. He cried because I was soo upset and now he's worried how I'll handle being told that we can't fix it. I hate this so bad.. My childhood was sh1t..it was awful and Brian pulled me through!! Now this?? I don't know how I'll deal with being told it can't be fixed..I can't even hardly handle this! We'll be married going on 14 years this year and I've always wanted a "lil us" running around..I pray that is still a possiblity. Anwyays, TY ladies sooo much for everything. The kind words, the thoughts and prayers. You all are so wonderful and I truely appreciate the friends I've made here. TYSM!
This IS never ending. :(