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Mar 07, 2009 - 2 comments


Today is sat. the 7th of March. I was a nice day today and actually yesterday also. It was actually dropping snow flakes for a short time today.I can't wait until spring and actually summer also. Any weather change really messeswith my body. In the winter time I am cold to the bone and my body hurts so incredibly bad! I pray that my children don't get the fibromyalgia. I think that my grandmother had it and back in the day they ( Dr's and family members) would just say that it was in her head . Thats how my mom would make me feel when I was first diagnosed. It took her years to come to grips that it was real. She use to do hair and some of her clients had it or had family members that did. It's sad that it took that. I knew the whole time yet everyone made me feel like **** about it. It was such a relief when I was finally validated.It was just such a relief. To know that everything that I was feeling was true, it truely wasn't just for no reason. My children have been my angels! I feel bad becuz I feel like they ha to grow up faster and help me quite a bit. I have been single for the majority of the time and now I am with an amazing guy who really loves me and helps me so much! I tried to go back to school to get my degree in Education. I wanted to be a social service worker in the schoo district yet due to my disabilities I had to stop. How discouraging!!!

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by greeneyes449, Mar 07, 2009
I am new to this and am looking for friends that have similar stories and understanding.

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by popipina, Mar 07, 2009
Hi, I dont have the same thing as you and Iam sorry you going thru this.. I know some one that has fibromyalgia and I know it is very painful.  I want to tell you she is in good spirit and wrote a book about her life.. she also has cancer... I want to encourage praying reading the bible as helped me and my friend.  When I was first diagnosed with thyroid cancer it has spread to my bones lungs and skull.  I was so scared I thought I was going to die, what happend to me I had to call upon Jesus He is given me the strenght to deal with this, I believe in Him and I know that he died for us so we can have eternal life with Him in paradise... I hope to hear from you ...

God Bless you and your family

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