Mar 09, 2009
I took shot No. 27 on Friday night and I have 21 to go. I don't look like myself, I don't act like myself and I don't feel like myself. So...who am I and will I ever get the feeling of "me" back? I keep searching high and low for something that I can focus on that will make me feel better but there is nothing that strikes a spark in me. I'm just blah, blah, blah and I'm just moving from day to day going to work and then back home to rest so I can go back to work the next day. There isn't anything more than that now. I can't wait for TX to be over so I can get back to feeling...feeling anything.