Mar 11, 2009
First time in 7 years that I have gone this long...Sleep comes and goes, energy comes and goes. Woke up today with all this weird uncomfortable energy..I do not know what to do with myself today. I even went to the gym for the first time, that was funny, small steps..the old folks were kicking my *** around the track. So that did not help this weird feeling, then I forget, no pills, usually I pop pills to make this go away. Every thing seems amplified..cried again last night, over the beverly hills chiuaua..wtf? Relearning how to just be, trying not to go to the the liqure store for vodka to make my mind stop. Weird feelings today.....BUT I AM 30 DAYS OPIATE FREE!